Tasodifiy hikoya: Taqdir tuxfasi...
Taqdir tuxfasi... Oy osmonda yolg`iz qolgan. Shavqatsiz qora bulutlar uning yuziga soya solgan....davomi
Taqdir tuxfasi... Oy osmonda yolg`iz qolgan. Shavqatsiz qora bulutlar uning yuziga soya solgan....davomi
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Salom ismim Asal bu mani birinchi hikoyam balki oxrgisiyam albatta uzm haqdegi eng muhimi man haliyam qizbolaman. Man adami erka qizi edm yolgiz farzand buganligm uchun adam mani uglbolade kota qliwi xolirdila wunde kota buldmam to kollejga chiqmagunmcha bowida kollejga kunikomasdm hamma begana hckimi tanimasdm otta qzla kup savola berwardi ulani yoqtrmasamam javob berardm 1 2oylada uji kunikb kettm adam kota joyga iwlirdila albatta bza judayam uzimzga tuqidk buni ustiga erka qzidm ortolarm xazilawb xuliganka drdi bita ortogm boridi kursdowm Laziz dgan u bn zur chiqiwardi uni qzcasi boridi mandan kup rawk qlardi chunki Laziz bn kechasi yoziwb chiqardi u paytla uglbola bn buliw buyoda tursn unga dustan bowqa kuz bn qaramasdm lkn Laziz kelwgan muwelari chiqan bolaedi kup qzla uni yoqtirardi uyam gaplawb keturardi hamasi bn sevgani busayam man polni uzun kiynardm hamaga 60sm yupka kiy dsan man 70sm kiyardm odobli qzidm (xoziyam hama uchun odoblimn uwa kungi narsani etmasa) bir kun tizamda turedigon yupka kiyb bordm (mandan bowqa hama wunaqa uznlida kiyardi) bu man uchun galatimasdi faqat hama manga etibor berb qaraganini etmasa uwa kuni Laziz bn birga utirardi u vohliro keganakan yoniga utirdm yupkam sal kutarilbdi ham bir uci qayrilb ocilb qoganakan oyogm etibot bermagandm Laziz sekn ruchka bn pasga tuwirb qoydi kyn unga qarab etsen uzm tuwirardm jaxl bn u kuldi lkn indamadi kyn kup uyladm bu haqda i Laziz haqdayam etganca u qzcasi bn urwb qogandi deyarli gaplawiwmasdi man Lazizga kim bn gaplawiwi farqi yo db uylirdm wu kungacha uglbola bn seviwb gaplawiw haqda uylab kurmagandmam u manga yoqadi db uyli bowladm man nagli gapiriwi yoqtrardm unga lkn unga borb etwga juratm yetmadi xat yozdm bita dugonamdan bervordm xa deyiwini kutudm lkn Laziz yo dbdi ortogm busa ham kyn 3yil yuziga qande qarimn dbdi jaxlm chiqdi kyn har kuni yiglirdm sezdmki uni rostan sevb qoganakamma nmasini blmadm ancha uzgargandm har kuni u bn utirardm uzidan uzi yiglavorardm bazida kyn wunde kunla uti 3-kurs bugandi man uji ancha uzgarb ketgandm lkn haliyam Laziz bn birga utirardi uni haliyam sevardm unga kup moliyaviy tomondan yordam berb turardm 1kun bita bola (uniyam anchadan beri tanirdm) sevgi izhor qldi kupla seviwini man bn gapawmochiligini etardi yo drdm lkn u bolaga bitada hop ddm u bn gapawiwi bowladi oldn hckim bn gaplawmagandm wunichun unga qande muomala qliwi blmasdm u busa mani kup urwardi lkn erkalawiyam yoqmasdi (wu paytgacha manga faqat oym jonim asalm drdila) kyn manga teginiwi bowladi qucholamoqchi buldi qarwili qldm jaxli chiqdi uyam manga uxwab boyidi mawinasi boridi mawinasini ichida kup gaplawb utirardi kup qucholamoqchi bulurardi kyn urganb ketm uji indami quygandm kyn upiwi bowladi uyam mangan oldn hckim bn gaplawmagandi kyn bunaqa narsala kupayb keti uji bzani gaplawiwimizi hama ewtgandi albatta Laziz ham u 1kun suradi sevasami uni db yo ddm nme unda gaplawasa ddi prosta zerikwga ddm ateyn ichmda u blanmas man bn gaplaw dyiwini kutardm yigitmi manga teginiwi manga umumn yoqmasdi faqat uni xafa qmasli uchun indamasdm ichmda wu iwlani Laziz qsa qanidi drdm kyn uji bn yurw umumn yoqmi qogandi unga u bn gaplawmasligimi etdm u busa rosa jaxl qldi kyn yalndi man uni blocklab tawidm hama joyda telmda telegramda Instagramda uwanda uji aprel kegandi kollejdan praktikaga chiqdi biz haliyam Laziz bn gaplawb turardi u bir kun kechasi 11ladan utgandi uji 1ta gapi borligini eti et ddm kyn sani sevaman ddi xursand bub ketm lkn bldrmadm hop ddm faqat wartlarm bo ddm et ddi xiyonat qmisan manga ddm hop ddi kyn gaplawiwi bowladi u faqat hckim blmasn gaplawvotganimizi ddi hop ddm uzimam wuni xolirdm kyn ancha gaplawdi uni juda sevardm uyam mani seviwini etganda juda xursand bulardm bir kuni u kuriwili ddi wu voqtgacham u qulimiyam uwamagandi kyn hop qata ddm sani uynda ddi yo uyda odam bo dsam dars qganj boramn ddi uyda 1ta jiyanm boridi uwanda uji yoz kegandi jiyanmga etudm kelursn ddi u keldi kyn xonenga chiqamz ddi man yo mehmonxonada dars qlamz ddi uyimz 2qavatli edi mehmonxona 1-qavatda edi kuchaga ichkari kurinardi u joyida utiromadi man busam rostan dars qgani keldi db uylirdm kyn atrofimda aylaniwi bowadi man unga buldi dsamam tuxtamadi kyn baqrdm tuxta db u tuxtadi uwata kreslo divan boridi ot panarigidi kurnmasdi kuchaga buyoga ke ddi bordm yoniga utirudm yaqnro utr ddi yo ddm kyn uzi yaqn kelb qucholawi bowladi man galati bub ketm chunki uni qulari doim issiq bulardi urnimdan turb ketmoqchidm quymadi avvalgi yigitm qucholaganda yoqtrmaganm uchunmi hchnmani xis qmasdm xozr busa 7-osmonda uchvotudm rosa yoqardi lkn uyalardm u busa yopiwb keti kyn yana uriwb berdm uni kyn sani kim chaqrdi borb darssini qi ddi turb ketvotudm qulmdan tortdi ustiga yiqildm kyn indamadm u manga uylaniwini seviwini etardi yaxwiyam uyda odam boridi bumasa zurlab quysayam indomasdm uwa payt kyn qattu qucholab hama joymdan upiwi bowladi lkn labmdan upmasdi (kyn blsam upiwi blmaskan